“So, all these while what you have been doing was a cover-up for your messy, long-distance relationship?”

Someone has asked me this question today.and this was my answer to that person.

Yes

Why on earth would I answered that? hahaha ... but since i have said it then i have to admit it. I am lonely all the while having a long distance relationship, have been waiting for someone whom i like for more than 5 years. Until now i get nothing.Silly me!!

But i think liking someone doesnt have to be that close and in the same location,
seeing each other everyday or meeting everyday.Even i wish i could do that but sometimes i just feel hopeless for my love life.hopeless..

after being asked by the person whom likes me in kl recently, i felt really bad about it.And i really wish to let that person know that i would rather having you as my good buddy than a lover.becuase it is not easy being with me , and i have a miserable life.


Although I enjoyed the feeling being liked and chased by someone but sometimes when i was just over doing it, i would just hurt the one's heart whom likes me.

to be honest, I love You, I like You, I Miss You, I Want You, I Need You are not easy for me to say any more. Afetr all, what I can feel is the fake love that i am always having will be disappeared when the next morning i wake up. FAKE LOVE!!

Treasure.... having someone in your life, having someone u really like in your life, having someone that you really think is worth it to be with in life. It doesnt matter about the distance as long as you feel comfortable being with the someone you treasure with.

Selfish? I don't think so.For me, as long as I can see people smile the next morning when you wake up, then i will be as happy as them.